Don't know where I'm going,
Don't know where I'm heading.
I just hope I get there in one piece.

been in CT for over 2 weeks.
been very....challenging.
I kind of thought I wasnt wanted, and that I was being avoided, and that people just couldnt wait to get rid of me...
and then i got very homesick....and i cried....
but only when people werent around...so luckily...no one saw it.


Then I saw you, I was so damn nervous.
Then the nervousness subsided.
When you cried, and I held you.
I just wanted to take all of your pain away.

Im looking forward to the prom.
...
believe it or not...
I now own a dress...its very cute...
and i just bought myself some cute black shoes today.

I'm excited to see how I'll look all done up...with the dress and the shoes...and yes.....with makeup.....

I just hope I dont get laughed at...or made fun of if i look weird or something....im nervous about that....very much so

hhmm we shall see.
I'm in derby for now, and then i'll be heading out to Rhode Island until Friday...
then im going back to EL where i'll be going to a prom....cos ive never been to one....(I didnt get to go to my prom)
I really wish i was back in EL already....
*sigh*....but i guess thats just how it is.


Well, thats my update for now.

*nudge* to my special someone. Ich hab dich Lieb.

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Ich Hab Dich Lieb.